March 2012
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mom: whats wrong anna i care so much about whats wrong tell me whats up please i love you
anna: well for starters i fucking hate myself to a high extent
mom: omfg jesus christ anna stop fucking mumbling and crying omfg you are so fucking annoying yell yell yell nag nag nag holy shit omg yell yell yell
anna: okay im done talking to you -leaves-
mom: hey where the are you going, did i upset you? i am so sorry, come back i love you.
oh wee im going to the doctors real soon to get medication that i shouldve gotten a year ago. dont you just absolutely looooove it when you have to talk to some ‘old weird higher up than you stranger’ about all of your problems and how you just completely hate yourself and your life and school 1/2 the time so much and then when they try and make you feel better ah dont you just...
rrevolver:
she seems pleasant
February 2012
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School: 2+2=4
Homework: 2+4+2=8
Exam: Iqbal has 4 apples, his train is 7 minutes early, calculate the mass of the sun.
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god i hate school
and i hate my hair
im not really in the mood right now to go to a place where certain people are going to bitch and criticize at me and make me feel terrible about myself for the millionth time.
i dont think anyone deserves to go to a place where thats happening
aka why i should never go to school
or just all those mean kids/teachers should magically somehow get hit by...
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okay so now im flipping out even more with my hair situation.
i dont want to go to school like this, with a chunk of hair on the top of my head just randomly gone. its tottaly noticeable.
i mean im all for shaving heads but its just shaved in the worst and most obvious spot of a persons head that if it was shaved off you’d laugh at when you saw it
and i dont want to shave my whole head
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of course i have to be home alone when my dog is screaming in pain and i cant do anything about. and my mom wont pick up any of her fucking phones when i call her.
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well thanks so much mom i had to go call somone else to try and see if they can call you
and now im sitting here crying listening to my dog scream
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is it bad i think my mom has no idea i accidentally shaved part of the top of my head yet
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